Once a year she remembers that she is insignificant. Then she forgets again, because more than she is insignificant, she is forgetful.

Lately, I have spent a lot more of my time actually writing than just thinking about writing. My confidence in my ability to write is slowly growing.

I have so much time on my hands here since my class only meets once a week and I am job-less. Its been a week full of walking, writing, reading, and watching. I have been a little lonely, but only because I am in a city now, and thats what cities do to me. I spent so much time alone in Forestville, completely content with only my own company. Now that there are people everywhere around me, I feel the need to engage with them almost constantly. 

I have met some good ones here, and I am sure I will continue to meet more. 

I have applied to several resorts in Montana for work while I am there. The only problem is that if I were hired at any of them, I would probably not be able to return home for Christmas. 

Speaking of home, I have decided that October will be too soon to return. I don't know why the thought of visiting Virginia is so terrifying, but I am not willing to do anything right now that doesn't sound wonderful.